PREM

Yun to kehne k lye ek lafz hai par agar mehsoos kro to zndagi..!

"Chand se mehabuba ho meri kab aisa Maine socha tha...... " mere gane k khatam hone pe taliyo ki gargarahat se pura school auditorium gunj utha..
Aaj mai apne school k reunion me gya.... Kitna kuch badal gya tha yaha... School building se le kar teachers or classmates tak...par ek jagha thi jo jyo ki tyo thi.. School campus me wo aam ka ped..jo meri zndagi k un haseen lamho ka gawaha hai...
Wai to pehli bar Mai usse mila tha... Mila tha ya yun kaho takarar hui...school me naya - naya gaya tha.. Or apne gane se kuch dost b bana lye the... To bas unhi ko apna gana suna raha tha.. To thodi bhid ikatha ko gai... Gana abi suru hi kya tha ki ek jor ki awaz aai "band karo ye sab..,chalo sab apne apne class me jao..." mujhe laga teacher hai par ye to student thi...fir kyn itna raub... Mai b thoda aakad k bola "tum Kaun hoti hai ye sab band karne wali, mai to gaunga..." wo boli "lagata hai naye aye ho... Jante nai.... jaisa khe rai waise kro... OK..." itna khe kr sabhi ko hata kr waha se chali gai... "ye katiliye nigaheey or jo tikhi aawaz"
Maine yai sochta reh gaya ye thi Kaun....dost se pucha to Pata laga ki ye "motharma Gunjan hai.. School head girl" tbhi itne raub the inke...
Class me gya to haka-baka reh gya ye jungali billi meri seat k age bathi hai... Ab kya hona tha... Ab to meri or uski har bat pe ladai.. Mai use jungali billi bulata or wo mujhe bakad billa... Pure school me humari ladai mashoor thi... Ek din to aasi hui ki bat principal office tak chali gai... Mujhe 4 din ki chhutti par bhej diya... Maine b socha "chal beta kabir 4 din ko us jungali billi se chutakara mila" par aisa hua nai mai ussi k bare me sochta reh gya... Jab school gaya to usse nai bola aaj mai gunjan se bach raha tha... Na Jane kya ho gya tha... Or tbi gunjan ne awaz lagai "kabir... Sorry... Acha ab se nai ladate.. Dost banoge mere..." mai apni uljhan me tha hi ki ek or mil gaya... Mai haan khe r nikal liya... Sayad dil k bagiche me pyar k bej uug gye the... .. Par humari ladai yun hi thi bas ab to ladna bat krne ka bahana ban gya tha...
Aaj fir aam k per k niche maine  apni mehfil saja li... Charo our ladke - Ladkiyo se ghira hua mai apne geet me magan tha... Tbi waha jungali billi ne dustak di or sabi log bina kuch kahe chale gye... Gussa bhot aaya aaj Maine gunjan ka hath pakada or bola "tumhari dikat kya hai jb b mai gata hu.. Aa Kar sab ko hata deti ho.."
Gunjan - "chodo mera hath... Or mujhe nai pasand ki tum logo se ghire raho"
Mai-"aacha kyn nai pasand "
Gunjan -" Jane do mujhe"
Mai-"aaj nai jane dunga... Mujhe sare jawab chahiye.. Kyu nai pasand.. Pagal kr rakha hai mujhe.. Tumhari aadat ho gai hai..tumse ladne ki bat krne ki... Sath na hote hue bhi sath hone ki.. Kya kr u bolo tum... "
Gunjan harani se dekhte hue-"tum lad rahe ya....?"
Mai-"ha Sai samjhi.. Ladte ladte propose kr raha...mile b to aise hi the, pyar b aise hi hua to ijhaar b aise hi kr raha.. Kyn..... "
Gunjan ne jaise jawab me palke jhuka kr izhaar kr diya...
Mai use apni our khicha or kaha..." aise to badi sherni ho.. Abi kyn chui-mui k jaise lajjaaa gai.. hmmmm... "
Usne mujhe dhaka diya or waha se chali gai...
Ab to pyar k bagiche me 🌹🌼🌻phool khelne lage the..
Or ek din in phoolo ki mekah hum dono k ghar walo tak pauch gai.... Gunjan ne himat kr k apne bauji se kha to jawab me gusa or inkar mila... Kuch hi din k bad gunjan k bauji ki tabyat aachnak hi khrab ho gai.. Or bauji ne akhari iccha k taur pe gunjan se unki pasand k ladke se shadi krne ko kha..
Pita or pyar k bich uljhi gunjan ne Pita ko chuna sayad betiya aisi hi hoti hai... Or sunte hi gunjan k pita ji b bilkul thek ho gye... Iske bad Jaldi hi ladka khoja gya or shadi tye ho gai... Shadi me kuch hi din reh gye.. Gunjan ne mujhse sham ko ped k niche milne ko kaha...

Sam ko mai uska Intezar kr raha... Wo aai or mere gale lag kr rone lagi... Na usne kuch kaha or na maine.. Hum dono k aansu ek dusare ka hal-e-dil baya krne ko kafi the... Jate samaye usne mujhe ek khat diya... Jisme likha tha...

Bakad bille..!
Mai tumse bhot pyar krti hu.. Or apne bauji se b utna hi pyar krti hu... Na mai tumhe bhul sakati hu na apne bauji ka Maan Kam kr sakati hu.. Tum meri ek baat Mano yaha se sehar chale jao.. Tum bhot aacha gate ho.. Or ek aache singer banana.. Mai tumhe tumhare har geet me milungi... Jab tum gaoge to tumhare sath rahungi... Pakka wada...
Tumhari jungali billi....

Meri samaj nai aaya ki usne aisa kyn kaha... Par gunjan ne kaha tha to mujhe jana hi tha... Mai nikal pada ek mahsur singer banane...
Do din bad mujhe mere dost ka phone aaya or usne bataya ki " gunjan ne shadi wale din zehar kha liya... Or khat me likha ki bauji -" mai kisi ek k pyar ko nai Chun pai islye ye rashta chun liya" "

Ab to meri samaj me aa gya ki usne mujhe Jane ko kyn kaha... Ek hi pal me jaise sab chin gya.. Maine khud ko sambhala pe gunjan k kehne pe aaj mai ek mashoor singer ban gya... na ki is lye ki mujhe banana tha balki islye Kyuki  gunjan ne mujhe wada Kiya tha milne ka...
Gunjan aaj b apna vada nibhati hai or mai uska bhrosa...

Bas itni se thi ye kahani....

UMMEED

                               UMMEED

Aaj mai ghar ki saf - safai kr rai... Tbi almari me mujhe apni or nikhil ki shadi ki album mili...! Mai ruk kr un tasveero ko dekhne lagi.. 
Kitni sachai hoti hai ye tasvireen waqt chahe jo ho ye nai badalti... Jaise ki har rishte me ek kamjoor lamha aata hai.. Waisa hi mere or nikhil k rishte me b hua tha... Mai kaise wo waqt bhul sakati hu... 
Mai or nikhil sath hi Kam Kiya krte the.. Wo company k CEO the or mai HR department dikhti thi..roz ka humara routine fix tha..subha Kam pe jana or Sam ko aa kr office ka bacha hua Kam khatam kr k so jana.. Rojana ki thara aaj ka b din tha nikhil apne time se ready ho gye... Suman... Suman.. Nasta le aao Der ho jygi.. Nasta le kr jb mai aai to nikhil ne kaha "are tum tayar nai hui, tumhe Pata hai na aaj meeting hai.. Chalo Jaldi se tayar ho jao" "nikhil aaj Mera Maan nai hai office Jane ka, tabyat kuch thek nai lag rai.. " aacha chalo thek hai... Itna khe kr nikhil chale gye...ek bar b meri tabyat jane ki kosish nai ki..  Hala ki aisa Kai bars ho chuka tha.. Par aaj bura lag raha tha..Mai uthi or apna ghar sajane lagi.. Jiske liye mujhe samaye hi nai milta tha.. Jab is ghar me aye the to.. Maine or nikhil se bhot se sapane sajaye the.. Yaha ek painting hogi... Yaha humari badi se picture.. Or ghar ka wo kona jaha se garden k phoolo ki khusbu aati hai waha bath kr sath me sham ki Chai Pina... Par Kam k age kbi samaye hi nai mila in sapno ko jine ka... Aaj Maine sab kuch thek Kiya or socha aaj tho waqt se apne ye lamhe jarur chura lungi...sam ho gai nikhil k office se ane ka time ho gya... O aye... Or fresh hone chale gye tb tk Maine Chai Bana li or Wai le kr gai... Nikhil.. Chai ready hai idhar aa jao... Wo aa gye... Tumhe yad hai nikhil.. Hmne yai sath Chai pine ki sochi thi, dekho aaj wo waqt Aya... Aaya nai tumne laya hai... Chai pite hue nikhil ne kaha.. 
"Nikhil.... Tumhe ye ghar Khali-khali nai lagata... Mujhe lagata hai hme ab bache k bare me sochana chahye..... "
Nai abi nai... Bad me sochnge... Mai to tumhe khush khabari dena wala tha... Aaj meeting me hme dubai wala contract mil gaya hai.. Or ye bhot bada contract hai.. Mujhe isme tumhara sath chahaye.. Bache k hone se hum company pe dhayan nai de pyge... Islye tum b Kam pe dhayan do... Nikhil ne kaha... Or apni fileo me me ulagha gye... 
US din mai Wai bathi sochti rai... Man me Aya ki Nikhil se kahu.. Mai thak gai hu is ek ras si zndagi se.. Tumhara sath tumhare sapno ki piche chalte chalte... Thoda ruk jate hai... Ab mujhse chala nai jata... Shadi k 5 Saal ho gye hai jb b bache ki bat kro tumhara yai Jawab hota hai... Ab nai to Kab waqt ayaga.. Yai sochate sochate mai Wai so gai... 
Suman.... Suman... Utho... Ye lo chai... Tum rat yai so gai... Bhot thaki lag rai... Tum ek Kam kro aaj office mat aana.. Aram kro kal se sath kam pe lag jynge... Akhir 7 mahine me dubai wala contract Pura krna hai... OK.. Maine Nasta Bana diya hai.. Kr lena.. Mai office k lye nikal raha bye.... Nikhil itna khe kr chale gye... Mai b akali ghr me kya krti to office chali gai... Mai or Nikhil dubai wale contact k liye sath me Kam krne lage... Ek din achanak mai behose ho kr gir gai... Nikhil mujhe hospital le gye.... Waha Pata chala ki mai pregnant hu... Meri khushi ka to thikana hi na tha... Jitni mai khush hu ye sun kr Nikhil Utne hi pareshan... Hm ghar aa gye... "Kya hua Nikhil... Tum khush nai ho.." Maine pucha.. Nikhil ne Jawab dete hue kaha.. "nai... Ye plan nai tha.. Ab sab kaise manage hoga socha h tum ne... 5 mihane bache h contact Pura krna hai..."  Nikhil don't worry sab ho jyega.. Mai pregnant hu bimar nai... Mai Kam b sambhal lungi or khud ko b... OK ab to thoda has do.. Maine tasali dete hue kaha....sab kuch thek se chal raha tha Kam b or meri tabyat b.. Office me Kam dekh hi rai thi ki Mera paw fisla or mai sidiyo se niche gir padi..or behose ho gai... Hosh aaya to doctor ne bataya ki Mera miscarriage go gya... 

Ye sunte hi.. Aisa laga jaise Mera sab kuch chin gya...mai or nikhil ghar k liye nikal gye.. Raste me unhone bat krne ki, Mera Maan behalane ki kosish ki.. Par Maine koi jawab nai diya..maine office jana band kr diya..ek sham mai khirki k pas khadi garden me dekh rai thi tbi nikhil aaye or khene lage... "you know what, we have successfully completed dubai contact and we got another two big contact, can you imagine where this will take our company" 
"No I not want to imagine about your company, for what you are doing all these things..? "Maine guse me pucha.." meri company ye humari company hai Suman.. Ye sab kuch mai humare lye kr rahe hum dono k future k lye... "nikhil ne jawab diya.." humara future... Kaun sa future jaha Tum Kam me busy raho... Or mai akali.. Mujhe tumhara time chahye, sath chahye.. Humari complete family chahiye.. Why don't you understand.. I want my nikhil back.. Jo jinda dil tha... Choti choti cheezo me khushi khoj leta tha... Look at u.. U r not my nikhil... Go away please leave me alone... "-guse me rote hue aaj Maine nikhil se apne Maan ki sari baat khe di... Nikhil hairan the kyn ki in 5 saalo me pehle bar Maine aise bat ki thi.. Nikhil room me chale gye... 
Suman utho subha ho gai... Chai or ek gulab ka phool liye nikhil ne mujhe jagya... Or kha sorry for everything... Please give me second chance.. Maine b muskura diya... Aaj apne nikhil se jo mili thi.. 
Tbi mere bete rihan ne awaz lagai Maa khana laga do...or nikhil ne movie tickets dete hue kaha Sam ko ready rehna..I m so glad kyn ki Aaj meri family complete thi..
Bas itni si thi ye kahani....

SHORT STORY 3-(BEBASI)

BEBASI

Aaj na Jane nid kaha chali gai...kai koshish k bad b karwat hi badalte rhe gye..! Fir kya uth kr balcony ki taraf gye or apne akelepan ko rat k sath bat Liya.. Taro ki taraf dekhna or Chand se bateen karna purani aadat hai.. Hmare or Chand ki guftgu suru hi hui thi ki mobile ki ring baji.. Uthne par unki awaz, unhone ne kaha "mujhe Pata tha tum soi nai hogi" itna sunte hi jaise waqt Tham sa gya tha... Aaj itna Dino bad jo suni thi wo awaz jiske Bina kbi

raha b nai jate tha..

Bat aaj se 5 Sal pehle ki hai jb hm mile the.. Mulakat to bhot sahaj se thi par jo hua wo sahaj na tha... Dosti..

Hm or wo aache dost ban gye.. wo lambi lambi bateen ek dusare ko tang krna ye sab kb pyr me badla dono ko khbar na hui.. Fir kya rishta chal raha tha sab kuch aacha tha fir ek roz hum ne kaha"ab is rishte ko ek Nam se dena chahye,Kam se Kam ghar me bata to sakata hai"fir kya tha unhone unginat bahane mere samane rakh diye"ghr wale nai mange, abi mai job nai krta, behan ki shadi krni hai" is ke bad fir kuch pehle jaise nai raha thode jhade hone lage the.. Rishte ki wo mithas Kai kho gai thi.. Ek din jhunjala kr Maine kaha jb rishta age nai le jana to tod dete hai.. Jaise unko mere itna kehne ka Intezar tha.. Usk bad hum dono ne palate kr nai dekha.. Or aaj itne Dino bad phone achnak se mai hairan thi... Apni awaz ko sambhalte hue Maine pucha phone kaise Kiya... Unhone kaha apni galti ko sudhrane ka mauna chahata Hu... Ek din b aisa nai bita jb tumhe yad na kiya... Us samaye mai tayar nai tha dar gya tha.. Bad me ehsas hua kitne badi galti ho gai... Tumhre bina age ki zndagi nai soch skta.. Ye sun kr mai rone lagi aankho se ansu ruk hi nai rahe the.. Aaj wo mil gya tha jise kbi chaha thi.... Bs itni se thi ye kahani...

SHORT STORY 2-(IAS OFFICER KANAK)

Hum ekA Samman samahro me Ja Rahe the.. Aaj se pehle maine jatin ko itna khush kbi nai dekhna tha... Aaj humari beti ko uski virta ka Saman jo milne wala tha..!

IPS officer kanak..

Hum ghar wapas aa gye..

Ghr me sabhi log.. Hum to pata tha ye humara naam jarur roshan karegi.. Or b bhot kuch.. Ghar me kanak ki kamyabi k kisse kahe ja rahe the.. Or mai ek taraf khade ho kr sab ki bateen sun rai thi.. Or soch rai thi "Kitna ajeeb h ye insan bhi Kab badal jye pata hi nai lagata"

Kal tak jo log iske janam se khush na the, aaj usk naam k charche kr rahe.. Humare ghar k beti hai meri beti hai..

Bat tab ki jab mai Maa banane wali thi.. Ye meri pehli santan hai.. Mai or jatin bhot khush hue akhir humare pyar ko ek sakal jo mil rai thi.. Hum Pati Patni se Maa baap banane ja rahe the..naw mahine bad doctor ne ek pyari se bachai la kr mere god me di.. Mere or jatin ki ankhe bhar aai use dikh kr... Wo kitni pyari lag rai thi.. Wo ehsas sabdo me khe Pana nsmunkin sa hai.. Par ghr wale khush na the.. Beti hone se unhe to beta chahye tha ghr ka vanshaj..

Ghr wale na kanak ko khilate na pyar se dikhte.. Kanak k liye mera pyar kafi hota..

Jb padhai ki Bari aai..

Maine kaha"kanak-ko english medium school me padhate hai.. Age k bhawish k liye aacha hoga"jatin ne b meri parivi karte hua ha me ha mila di.. Par unki Maa k age chalti kiski thi.. Maa ne kaha "are ladki hai kya karegi k padh kr ghar k Kam sikha do sasural me yai Kam aana hai or jyada man ho to sarkari school me dal do.. Ladkiyo ko jyada padhana likhana Sai nai.. Ye sun kr jatin to chale gye ye khe kr Maa se behas thek nai jo khe rai bhala k lye hoga... Magar mujhe kaha bhala nazar aa raha tha.. Maine b than liya tha, kanak padhegi wo b ache school me.. Fir Maine Maa se bat ki or kaha "Maa humare ghr ki ladki aise sarkari school me jygi log kya kahnge, ghr k maan or prathistha ki bat hai" fir kya tha Maa ne logo k dar se ha khe di..

Pata nai aaj ki soch ko kya ho gya hai.. "bahu padhi likhi chahye or beti ko padhana nai chahate"

Yha tak to thek tha bat aa gai uuch siksha ki jiske liye sehar jana hota.. Ghr me fir Wai 12 Saal pehle wala Muda uth gya.. Halaki kanak ka Bhai sehar Ja kr hi padhai kr raha tha.. Par humare samaj me niyam matre aurto k liye jo bane hai.. Maine fir Wai 12 Saal pehle wala nuska apnaya or ghr walo ko tayar Kiya.. Akhir bhadra pariwar ki chavi khrab nai honi chahye..

Aaj wo IPS officer kanak ban gai to sab se jyada khusi dadi ji ko hi ho rai.. Mohalle bhar me mithaye batwa rai...

Tbi jatin pass aaye or bole thank you inti pyari beti k liye..

Bas itni se thi ye kahani..

SHORT STORY 1-SAUNDARYA

Saundarya

Aaj mai bagiche me bathi ek chitra dEkh rai, jo mujhe himanshu babu ne di hai..

Himanshu babu ek bahot aache chitrakar hai..

Sundarta ko apne rango or vicharo se kaise nikharna hai unhe bhalibhati aata hai..

Koi bhi chitra banane se pehle uske bare me Pata krte hai, use samajhte hai, uske vicharo ko or uski gambhirta ko Jan ke bad hi chitra banate hai.. Har chitra k piche koi na koi udsaye awasaya hota hai..

Ye sari batten mujhe uski oor aakarshit karti hai.. Par ek bat mujhe unki bilkul pasand nai aai, aisa laga jaise kisi ne ghor aapmaan kr diye ho Mera..!

Wo hai mujhse be-rukhi dikhana..!

Are baato-baato me mai aap ko apne bare me batana to bhul hi gai..!

Mai miranal..!

kale ghane lambe ghungarle baal, hiran se kali aankhen, gora rang or gulab se hoth... Sundarta hi parikastha khe sakate hai... Aisa mai nai yaha sabhi log kehate hai or mante bhi hai.. Aisa yaha koi yuvak nai jo mujhe pane ki aakancha na rakhta ho.. Har koi mujhe Pana chahata hai.. Chahata hai ek nazar mai dekh to lu..par mai kaha unki taraf nazare ghumane wali thi..

Ek taraf jaha apni sundarta pe garv tha, Wai apne akelepan ki tis bhi thi...Dada ne shadi na karne ka parn liya tha.. To bache Maa - bauji, Dada or mai... Is pure ghar me kuch Mera tha to wo tha bagiche ka ye kona.. Jo sirf Mera tha.. Yaha k phool patte hawa or yaha bitaya har lamha sirf mera..bagiche k is Koney me Maine bhot sundar phool lagwa rakhe the waha mujhe sukhe patte bilkul nai bhate the.. Is bat ko le kar mai maali kaka se humesha sikayat karti thi... Us din bhi mai maali kaka se sikayat kr hi rai thi ki mera dhayan us yuvak par gaya jo meri or maali kaka ki bateen dhayan se sun raha tha.. Tbi waha bhaiya aaya or use ghar k andar le gye..or mujhe awaz lagai miranal.. O miranal... Ha dada aai... Aisa khete hue mai andar chali.. gai..

Ye himanshu babu hai.. Bhot ache chitrakar... Yaha Bengal ki durgapuja dekhne aye hai.. Ye 10 din humare sath yai ghar me rahege.. Maa se khe k ek Kamara thek Kara do..." Ji dada"-mai khe kr waha se Maa k pas chali gai.. Himanshu babu hmare sath hi rehne lage unhe aye 7 din ho chuke the par unhone mujhe me koi dilchaspi nai dikhai.. Ye to mere liye jaise chinta ka visay ho gya.. Aisa kaise ho sakata hai koi mujhe me dhayan na de.. Ye soch kr mai pareshan thi.. Or isi chinta me mai apne vavhar k vipirit himanshu babu ki kamare k taraf badhi Ja rai thi.. Himanshu babu mujhe aapse kuch bat Krni hai bagiche me aa jyega.. Wo us waqt ek chitra banane me vayst the.. Mujhse kaha bs ise Pura kr lo fir aata hu.. Ye jyada jaruri hai.. Itna sun kr mai waha se guse se bagiche me chali gai..

Mujhe rukne ko kaha.. Mujhe.. Aisa kaise khe sakate hai.. Tbi meri nazar bagiche k sukhe patte or phool padi.. Mai Mali kaka ko awaz lagane Ja hi rai thi ki meri nazar himanshu babu par padi wo apne hath me ek kazaz liye meri taraf aa rahe the..

Aa hi gye aap.. Maine itrate hue kaha.. Koi vikalp nai tha islye aa gya.. Kahiye kyn bulaya hai..aap pehle vakayati hai jise Maine bulaya hai.. Wanrna log to mujhse bat krne k liye tarapte hai.. Or aap....rukiye Zara... Meri bat ko rokate hue unhone kaha... Aap ka bagiche bhot sundar hai par kami hai.. Ye aap k liye.. Kazaz dete hue kaha.. Mai aaj dophar ki gadi se wapas Ja raha koi galti ho gai ho to chama chahata hu.. Itna khe kr himanshu babu chale gye.. Gusa to bhot aa raha tha.. Par Maine wo kazaz khola.. Usme Mera chitra Bana hua tha..

Jo char bhag me bibhajit tha.. Ek me balya-awasta.. Ek me kishora-awasta.. Ek me yuva-awasta or akhir me vridha-awastha me mujhe darsaya tha.. Bagiche me khade hue.. Charo awastha me mai badali thi bagiche jo ko tyo tha.. Ye dikh kr to jaise mere ankheen khul gai... Isme wo satya tha jise mai Kai bhul gai thi.. Mara gurur Kab Mera ghamand ban gaya tha mujhe ihsaas hi nai hua.. Tbi Mali kaka waha Un sukhe patte or phool chunane k liye aye.. Aaj Maine unhe rokate hue kaha.. Rehan do kaka.. In sukhe patto or phoolo ki utni ki awasakata hai jitni in khilte hue phool ki hai..

Bas itni se thi ye kahani..!