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Aaj mai ghar ki saf - safai kr rai... Tbi almari me mujhe apni or nikhil ki shadi ki album mili...! Mai ruk kr un tasveero ko dekhne lagi..
Kitni sachai hoti hai ye tasvireen waqt chahe jo ho ye nai badalti... Jaise ki har rishte me ek kamjoor lamha aata hai.. Waisa hi mere or nikhil k rishte me b hua tha... Mai kaise wo waqt bhul sakati hu...
Mai or nikhil sath hi Kam Kiya krte the.. Wo company k CEO the or mai HR department dikhti thi..roz ka humara routine fix tha..subha Kam pe jana or Sam ko aa kr office ka bacha hua Kam khatam kr k so jana.. Rojana ki thara aaj ka b din tha nikhil apne time se ready ho gye... Suman... Suman.. Nasta le aao Der ho jygi.. Nasta le kr jb mai aai to nikhil ne kaha "are tum tayar nai hui, tumhe Pata hai na aaj meeting hai.. Chalo Jaldi se tayar ho jao" "nikhil aaj Mera Maan nai hai office Jane ka, tabyat kuch thek nai lag rai.. " aacha chalo thek hai... Itna khe kr nikhil chale gye...ek bar b meri tabyat jane ki kosish nai ki.. Hala ki aisa Kai bars ho chuka tha.. Par aaj bura lag raha tha..Mai uthi or apna ghar sajane lagi.. Jiske liye mujhe samaye hi nai milta tha.. Jab is ghar me aye the to.. Maine or nikhil se bhot se sapane sajaye the.. Yaha ek painting hogi... Yaha humari badi se picture.. Or ghar ka wo kona jaha se garden k phoolo ki khusbu aati hai waha bath kr sath me sham ki Chai Pina... Par Kam k age kbi samaye hi nai mila in sapno ko jine ka... Aaj Maine sab kuch thek Kiya or socha aaj tho waqt se apne ye lamhe jarur chura lungi...sam ho gai nikhil k office se ane ka time ho gya... O aye... Or fresh hone chale gye tb tk Maine Chai Bana li or Wai le kr gai... Nikhil.. Chai ready hai idhar aa jao... Wo aa gye... Tumhe yad hai nikhil.. Hmne yai sath Chai pine ki sochi thi, dekho aaj wo waqt Aya... Aaya nai tumne laya hai... Chai pite hue nikhil ne kaha..
"Nikhil.... Tumhe ye ghar Khali-khali nai lagata... Mujhe lagata hai hme ab bache k bare me sochana chahye..... "
Nai abi nai... Bad me sochnge... Mai to tumhe khush khabari dena wala tha... Aaj meeting me hme dubai wala contract mil gaya hai.. Or ye bhot bada contract hai.. Mujhe isme tumhara sath chahaye.. Bache k hone se hum company pe dhayan nai de pyge... Islye tum b Kam pe dhayan do... Nikhil ne kaha... Or apni fileo me me ulagha gye...
US din mai Wai bathi sochti rai... Man me Aya ki Nikhil se kahu.. Mai thak gai hu is ek ras si zndagi se.. Tumhara sath tumhare sapno ki piche chalte chalte... Thoda ruk jate hai... Ab mujhse chala nai jata... Shadi k 5 Saal ho gye hai jb b bache ki bat kro tumhara yai Jawab hota hai... Ab nai to Kab waqt ayaga.. Yai sochate sochate mai Wai so gai...
Suman.... Suman... Utho... Ye lo chai... Tum rat yai so gai... Bhot thaki lag rai... Tum ek Kam kro aaj office mat aana.. Aram kro kal se sath kam pe lag jynge... Akhir 7 mahine me dubai wala contract Pura krna hai... OK.. Maine Nasta Bana diya hai.. Kr lena.. Mai office k lye nikal raha bye.... Nikhil itna khe kr chale gye... Mai b akali ghr me kya krti to office chali gai... Mai or Nikhil dubai wale contact k liye sath me Kam krne lage... Ek din achanak mai behose ho kr gir gai... Nikhil mujhe hospital le gye.... Waha Pata chala ki mai pregnant hu... Meri khushi ka to thikana hi na tha... Jitni mai khush hu ye sun kr Nikhil Utne hi pareshan... Hm ghar aa gye... "Kya hua Nikhil... Tum khush nai ho.." Maine pucha.. Nikhil ne Jawab dete hue kaha.. "nai... Ye plan nai tha.. Ab sab kaise manage hoga socha h tum ne... 5 mihane bache h contact Pura krna hai..." Nikhil don't worry sab ho jyega.. Mai pregnant hu bimar nai... Mai Kam b sambhal lungi or khud ko b... OK ab to thoda has do.. Maine tasali dete hue kaha....sab kuch thek se chal raha tha Kam b or meri tabyat b.. Office me Kam dekh hi rai thi ki Mera paw fisla or mai sidiyo se niche gir padi..or behose ho gai... Hosh aaya to doctor ne bataya ki Mera miscarriage go gya...
Ye sunte hi.. Aisa laga jaise Mera sab kuch chin gya...mai or nikhil ghar k liye nikal gye.. Raste me unhone bat krne ki, Mera Maan behalane ki kosish ki.. Par Maine koi jawab nai diya..maine office jana band kr diya..ek sham mai khirki k pas khadi garden me dekh rai thi tbi nikhil aaye or khene lage... "you know what, we have successfully completed dubai contact and we got another two big contact, can you imagine where this will take our company"
"No I not want to imagine about your company, for what you are doing all these things..? "Maine guse me pucha.." meri company ye humari company hai Suman.. Ye sab kuch mai humare lye kr rahe hum dono k future k lye... "nikhil ne jawab diya.." humara future... Kaun sa future jaha Tum Kam me busy raho... Or mai akali.. Mujhe tumhara time chahye, sath chahye.. Humari complete family chahiye.. Why don't you understand.. I want my nikhil back.. Jo jinda dil tha... Choti choti cheezo me khushi khoj leta tha... Look at u.. U r not my nikhil... Go away please leave me alone... "-guse me rote hue aaj Maine nikhil se apne Maan ki sari baat khe di... Nikhil hairan the kyn ki in 5 saalo me pehle bar Maine aise bat ki thi.. Nikhil room me chale gye...
Suman utho subha ho gai... Chai or ek gulab ka phool liye nikhil ne mujhe jagya... Or kha sorry for everything... Please give me second chance.. Maine b muskura diya... Aaj apne nikhil se jo mili thi..
Tbi mere bete rihan ne awaz lagai Maa khana laga do...or nikhil ne movie tickets dete hue kaha Sam ko ready rehna..I m so glad kyn ki Aaj meri family complete thi..
Bas itni si thi ye kahani....
Aaj mai ghar ki saf - safai kr rai... Tbi almari me mujhe apni or nikhil ki shadi ki album mili...! Mai ruk kr un tasveero ko dekhne lagi..
Kitni sachai hoti hai ye tasvireen waqt chahe jo ho ye nai badalti... Jaise ki har rishte me ek kamjoor lamha aata hai.. Waisa hi mere or nikhil k rishte me b hua tha... Mai kaise wo waqt bhul sakati hu...
Mai or nikhil sath hi Kam Kiya krte the.. Wo company k CEO the or mai HR department dikhti thi..roz ka humara routine fix tha..subha Kam pe jana or Sam ko aa kr office ka bacha hua Kam khatam kr k so jana.. Rojana ki thara aaj ka b din tha nikhil apne time se ready ho gye... Suman... Suman.. Nasta le aao Der ho jygi.. Nasta le kr jb mai aai to nikhil ne kaha "are tum tayar nai hui, tumhe Pata hai na aaj meeting hai.. Chalo Jaldi se tayar ho jao" "nikhil aaj Mera Maan nai hai office Jane ka, tabyat kuch thek nai lag rai.. " aacha chalo thek hai... Itna khe kr nikhil chale gye...ek bar b meri tabyat jane ki kosish nai ki.. Hala ki aisa Kai bars ho chuka tha.. Par aaj bura lag raha tha..Mai uthi or apna ghar sajane lagi.. Jiske liye mujhe samaye hi nai milta tha.. Jab is ghar me aye the to.. Maine or nikhil se bhot se sapane sajaye the.. Yaha ek painting hogi... Yaha humari badi se picture.. Or ghar ka wo kona jaha se garden k phoolo ki khusbu aati hai waha bath kr sath me sham ki Chai Pina... Par Kam k age kbi samaye hi nai mila in sapno ko jine ka... Aaj Maine sab kuch thek Kiya or socha aaj tho waqt se apne ye lamhe jarur chura lungi...sam ho gai nikhil k office se ane ka time ho gya... O aye... Or fresh hone chale gye tb tk Maine Chai Bana li or Wai le kr gai... Nikhil.. Chai ready hai idhar aa jao... Wo aa gye... Tumhe yad hai nikhil.. Hmne yai sath Chai pine ki sochi thi, dekho aaj wo waqt Aya... Aaya nai tumne laya hai... Chai pite hue nikhil ne kaha..
"Nikhil.... Tumhe ye ghar Khali-khali nai lagata... Mujhe lagata hai hme ab bache k bare me sochana chahye..... "
Nai abi nai... Bad me sochnge... Mai to tumhe khush khabari dena wala tha... Aaj meeting me hme dubai wala contract mil gaya hai.. Or ye bhot bada contract hai.. Mujhe isme tumhara sath chahaye.. Bache k hone se hum company pe dhayan nai de pyge... Islye tum b Kam pe dhayan do... Nikhil ne kaha... Or apni fileo me me ulagha gye...
US din mai Wai bathi sochti rai... Man me Aya ki Nikhil se kahu.. Mai thak gai hu is ek ras si zndagi se.. Tumhara sath tumhare sapno ki piche chalte chalte... Thoda ruk jate hai... Ab mujhse chala nai jata... Shadi k 5 Saal ho gye hai jb b bache ki bat kro tumhara yai Jawab hota hai... Ab nai to Kab waqt ayaga.. Yai sochate sochate mai Wai so gai...
Suman.... Suman... Utho... Ye lo chai... Tum rat yai so gai... Bhot thaki lag rai... Tum ek Kam kro aaj office mat aana.. Aram kro kal se sath kam pe lag jynge... Akhir 7 mahine me dubai wala contract Pura krna hai... OK.. Maine Nasta Bana diya hai.. Kr lena.. Mai office k lye nikal raha bye.... Nikhil itna khe kr chale gye... Mai b akali ghr me kya krti to office chali gai... Mai or Nikhil dubai wale contact k liye sath me Kam krne lage... Ek din achanak mai behose ho kr gir gai... Nikhil mujhe hospital le gye.... Waha Pata chala ki mai pregnant hu... Meri khushi ka to thikana hi na tha... Jitni mai khush hu ye sun kr Nikhil Utne hi pareshan... Hm ghar aa gye... "Kya hua Nikhil... Tum khush nai ho.." Maine pucha.. Nikhil ne Jawab dete hue kaha.. "nai... Ye plan nai tha.. Ab sab kaise manage hoga socha h tum ne... 5 mihane bache h contact Pura krna hai..." Nikhil don't worry sab ho jyega.. Mai pregnant hu bimar nai... Mai Kam b sambhal lungi or khud ko b... OK ab to thoda has do.. Maine tasali dete hue kaha....sab kuch thek se chal raha tha Kam b or meri tabyat b.. Office me Kam dekh hi rai thi ki Mera paw fisla or mai sidiyo se niche gir padi..or behose ho gai... Hosh aaya to doctor ne bataya ki Mera miscarriage go gya...
Ye sunte hi.. Aisa laga jaise Mera sab kuch chin gya...mai or nikhil ghar k liye nikal gye.. Raste me unhone bat krne ki, Mera Maan behalane ki kosish ki.. Par Maine koi jawab nai diya..maine office jana band kr diya..ek sham mai khirki k pas khadi garden me dekh rai thi tbi nikhil aaye or khene lage... "you know what, we have successfully completed dubai contact and we got another two big contact, can you imagine where this will take our company"
"No I not want to imagine about your company, for what you are doing all these things..? "Maine guse me pucha.." meri company ye humari company hai Suman.. Ye sab kuch mai humare lye kr rahe hum dono k future k lye... "nikhil ne jawab diya.." humara future... Kaun sa future jaha Tum Kam me busy raho... Or mai akali.. Mujhe tumhara time chahye, sath chahye.. Humari complete family chahiye.. Why don't you understand.. I want my nikhil back.. Jo jinda dil tha... Choti choti cheezo me khushi khoj leta tha... Look at u.. U r not my nikhil... Go away please leave me alone... "-guse me rote hue aaj Maine nikhil se apne Maan ki sari baat khe di... Nikhil hairan the kyn ki in 5 saalo me pehle bar Maine aise bat ki thi.. Nikhil room me chale gye...
Suman utho subha ho gai... Chai or ek gulab ka phool liye nikhil ne mujhe jagya... Or kha sorry for everything... Please give me second chance.. Maine b muskura diya... Aaj apne nikhil se jo mili thi..
Tbi mere bete rihan ne awaz lagai Maa khana laga do...or nikhil ne movie tickets dete hue kaha Sam ko ready rehna..I m so glad kyn ki Aaj meri family complete thi..
Bas itni si thi ye kahani....